what a coincidence that i would happen upon such a relevant article on babycenter.com this afternoon - "how to raise a happy child". the 2nd topic, "make room for fun", reads:
Although nonstop entertainment and ice cream for dinner may seem like every child's dream, what actually makes your toddler happiest is much simpler: you. And that's the first key to creating a happy child says Hallowell. "Connect with them, play with them," he advises. "If you're having fun with them, they're having fun. If you create what I call a 'connected childhood,' that is by far the best step to guarantee your child will be happy."
6.24.2010
taking time
I was waiting outside one of my favorite Charleston spots (Kickin Chicken) for a to-go lunch order on Tuesday. Thinking. People watching. I looove to people watch. And coming down the sidewalk I spotted a group of 3: Mom, Son (3ish), and Grandmother (i'm assuming). Mom was sprinting to get inside while Granny and baby boy were strolling a good 20 feet back - they were hand holding and laughing. And Mom was missing it! Granted, I don't know the circumstances. Maybe this wasn't even her son. Maybe Granny rarely gets to see baby boy so Mom was giving them space. Maybe baby boy was mad at Mom and didn't want to hold her hand. Maybe Mom had explosive diarrhea. I don't know. My eyes can only interpret what they saw... and that was a Mom who was not present in a beautiful moment with her Son and Mother.
It made me sad. Not really sad for the boy because he looked content. It made me sad for Sully; and for me (if that makes any sense)… sad for all the moments where that may have been me – rushing and not pausing to enjoy hidden moments that may never come again. Although Sully and I have many, MANY great moments together, I know there are times that I miss out and don't even realize. Like when I opt to surf the internet while John takes him for a stroll outside or when I coerce him to play with his toys so I can catch up on Young & the Restless.
And it’s not just with Sully. There are so many things happening in my life that I speed through and don’t appreciate until they’re over. I have this strange tendency to enjoy events more in theory than when they actually occur because I allow stress to dominate my other emotions. It can be one of the great obstructions from life’s pleasures and one that I frequently combat. Case in point - the day I was fitted for my wedding gown. I should have been GLOWING. Instead I was hurried and flustered because it was a “hectic” day. I had to make a conscious effort to stop and savor that moment. Indulge in the fact that the wedding dress I had been waiting months for was lying in the back of my car and it was just as beautiful as I had anticipated.
Sitting there in the Kickin Chicken parking lot, I resolved myself to get caught up in the little moments with Sully (and with everything for that matter). As fate would have it, I got a lesson all too soon. Sully had a seizure (his first) 4 hours after my lunch revelation. Seizures are not a part of my vocabulary. No one in my family has ever had one, I have never had one, and don’t have any friends that have them. So when the daycare called to tell me, unthinkable images began to sprout through my mind. Fortunately (I guess you could say), the doctor said it was due to a fast spike in his fever brought on by pneumonia and a double ear infection which apparently is common. Regardless of how serious or not, that was enough of a jolt for me. Like a sign from God. It feels so cliché saying it but I will anyway – we are not promised any amount of days on this earth and right now, starting today, I want to make sure that whether its 20 days or 20,000, I live them the best that I possibly can. That I max out as much caring and sharing, fun and laughter as I possibly can so that Sully’s life can be full of great days and one day he we can look back and think "what a wonderful life".
6.22.2010
good-bye old friend
Goodbye to you old friend... and what a saddening end... you held back from being sour.... but only for an hour... your tainted words must cease... so life will have more peace...
I'm done with the harsh words...
finished with the "i'm sorry's"...
completely over the humiliation of public tantrums...
and wiping my hands clean of a friend who never steps up.
Good-bye to you...
Good-bye to your negativity and good-bye to your degradation.
My life is too full to accomodate your unhealthy vibes!
Today I say NO MORE!
6.15.2010
6.14.2010
wifey
that's right! on the perfect day of june 5th, i choked back (happy) tears as my dad escorted me down an aisle of fresh grass to the oh-so-handsome groom standing at the other end. there, overlooking breathtaking hillsides of pasture in the heat of a southern afternoon, we said "i do" and shared a night of dining and dancing with our friends and family in a beautifully restored 1940's barn.
i'll say it again - perfect!
it's incredible to me how one day, one afternoon even, gave me so much more than just a husband that i adore. it added a new meaning to my life. a security i've never completely known. it offered me the clarity of appreciating the friends and family who truly, deeeeeply love us - those who will be there to celebrate in life's joyous moments and on whom we can lean in the harder ones. beyond invaluable.
i am blessed. we are blessed.
i'll say it again - perfect!
it's incredible to me how one day, one afternoon even, gave me so much more than just a husband that i adore. it added a new meaning to my life. a security i've never completely known. it offered me the clarity of appreciating the friends and family who truly, deeeeeply love us - those who will be there to celebrate in life's joyous moments and on whom we can lean in the harder ones. beyond invaluable.
i am blessed. we are blessed.
5.12.2010
No. You're not seeing things. Stop the presses. It's really me. Typing. On blogspot. For the first time in months.
I would try to list a million excuses, and chances are it wouldn't be that difficult to come up with them, but there really is no honest excuse except that i'm a total SLACKER!
You know that feeling... like when you intend to call a friend you haven't talked to in ages to thank them for a sweet card or gesture or maybe you just happened upon them at the local market and promised a phone call to set up a lunch date. Yesterday passed and you got wrapped up in work, today you're still dragging from the wine you had last night and just don't have the energy, but tomorrow - TOMORROW you will call.
Soon enough it's 4 weeks 3 days and 22 hours later and even though you've told yourself every single day to call, you just didn't and it almost feels like it's too late to even bother.
That's how i've been feeling about my little blog-e-roo. I've seen some terribly quirky things that reminded me of this special nook in my life. And though I wanted badly to post those terribly quirky things it just felt so inadequate when i've been MIA for this long.
Nevertheless, here I am and I have more updates than I know how to type and more than i'm sure you care to read. So this is me dipping my toes in the pool. Check out some things I probably would have blogged about had I not been slacking....
* A signed contract to build a house at the beginning of February. Set to be complete at the end of June.
* A continually growing love for Sully (if you can believe it) who turned one and took his first solo steps since I last wrote.
* A wedding date set at a beautiful old barn in SC - June 5th - and the flurry of stress and excitement surrounding it that i'm sure will make into the pages of a future blog
* Several amazing parties in honor of mine and John's love
* A knee replacement surgery for Dad and his successful recovery
* A visit from my favorite DC-ians (did I say that wrong?)
* The birth of a nephew and news that another niece or nephew is on the way
* A new Canon digital SLR camera (that i've been dying for) as a present and HUGE surprise from John on Mother's Day
* 2 new favorite websites that deserve a blog post of their own
* A vegetable lasagna recipe that John has fallen madly in love with
* A birthday shout out to Tucker who turned 7
* A case of pink-eye for the little guy and some crazy expensive medicine that comes in a little itty bitty bottle
* A best friend's surprise 30th birthday party
* Sully's first experience with egg dye - we did pretty good
* News that my best friend is relocating with her family to Portland, Maine (a new place to visit!!)
* An obsession with paint colors, and just colors in general
* An invitation to the graduation of my cousin who I babysat after I graduated high school (talk about feeling old!)
* A snow storm in Charleston on Valentine's weekend - aka. mine and John's first scheduled date in 6 months that was interrupted when the babysitter called to say the power went out. Charleston's first snow in 10 YEARS on our one date night!!!
* The engagement of two dear friends
* A new hair color - back to my roots brown
Now I promise that we'll talk again soon. I won't stray away for too long because there's lots to be said. :)
I would try to list a million excuses, and chances are it wouldn't be that difficult to come up with them, but there really is no honest excuse except that i'm a total SLACKER!
You know that feeling... like when you intend to call a friend you haven't talked to in ages to thank them for a sweet card or gesture or maybe you just happened upon them at the local market and promised a phone call to set up a lunch date. Yesterday passed and you got wrapped up in work, today you're still dragging from the wine you had last night and just don't have the energy, but tomorrow - TOMORROW you will call.
Soon enough it's 4 weeks 3 days and 22 hours later and even though you've told yourself every single day to call, you just didn't and it almost feels like it's too late to even bother.
That's how i've been feeling about my little blog-e-roo. I've seen some terribly quirky things that reminded me of this special nook in my life. And though I wanted badly to post those terribly quirky things it just felt so inadequate when i've been MIA for this long.
Nevertheless, here I am and I have more updates than I know how to type and more than i'm sure you care to read. So this is me dipping my toes in the pool. Check out some things I probably would have blogged about had I not been slacking....
* A signed contract to build a house at the beginning of February. Set to be complete at the end of June.
* A continually growing love for Sully (if you can believe it) who turned one and took his first solo steps since I last wrote.
* A wedding date set at a beautiful old barn in SC - June 5th - and the flurry of stress and excitement surrounding it that i'm sure will make into the pages of a future blog
* Several amazing parties in honor of mine and John's love
* A knee replacement surgery for Dad and his successful recovery
* A visit from my favorite DC-ians (did I say that wrong?)
* The birth of a nephew and news that another niece or nephew is on the way
* A new Canon digital SLR camera (that i've been dying for) as a present and HUGE surprise from John on Mother's Day
* 2 new favorite websites that deserve a blog post of their own
* A vegetable lasagna recipe that John has fallen madly in love with
* A birthday shout out to Tucker who turned 7
* A case of pink-eye for the little guy and some crazy expensive medicine that comes in a little itty bitty bottle
* A best friend's surprise 30th birthday party
* Sully's first experience with egg dye - we did pretty good
* News that my best friend is relocating with her family to Portland, Maine (a new place to visit!!)
* An obsession with paint colors, and just colors in general
* An invitation to the graduation of my cousin who I babysat after I graduated high school (talk about feeling old!)
* A snow storm in Charleston on Valentine's weekend - aka. mine and John's first scheduled date in 6 months that was interrupted when the babysitter called to say the power went out. Charleston's first snow in 10 YEARS on our one date night!!!
* The engagement of two dear friends
* A new hair color - back to my roots brown
Now I promise that we'll talk again soon. I won't stray away for too long because there's lots to be said. :)
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